Nak Meletup!

For the first time in a long time I felt like I could not cope.I was close to tears and my head felt like it was going to explode.

Things have been crazy in the office. The boss is pushing me hard to conclude a few deals which is waaayyy difficult to secure. But I have his support fully, nevertheless I feel greatly pressured. I'm doing things that I have not done before and every step is a new thing to me. I make mistakes along the way ... get screwed and learned from it. Exciting, in a way yes... but getting screwed is never nice. My ass feels sore. The deal in South Africa should be able to be concluded now... anytime this week.

To make things even more fun, hubby is away yet again. He is in China until the end of the week. There are still things to sort out with our new house (hereinafter refered to as Parkville) and I have to prepare my house in Ampang (hereinafter refered to as Tiara) for my tenants. There are still small reno works to be done at Parkville and the contractors need to get into the house to do their job. The developer needs to activate our electric gate and they too need to get into the house. There is nobody at home and there is only me. My mum usually helps me out, but yesterday she called me and acused me not trusting her with the house keys and the contractors need to get in (she left the keys over at Parkville over the weekend). Yes my head is ready to explode.

My new tenants at Tiara will be moving this Fri and I had to sign the tenancy agreement, get the house ready, remove the aircon to install at Parkville and fix the plumbings that are leaking .... all before they move in on Fri. To do this, I have to escape over lunch time to Tiara and get it done.

All has to be done ... before Fri.... and there is only me. Hubby is ALWAYS away when I need him the most. Shit happens when he is not here.