On gossips

Some people just love it. They live their lives on gossips. They love to hear/ see people’s life get into dramatic situations, their lives get into a mess. People love other people’s bad luck.

Some people like bitching about other people for no apparent reason. Even when something good happens. When something good happens, then there must be some sly reason behind it. If something good happens then, the gossiper has something even better! “If I was like this, I would be able to do that too” “If I was not like this, I pun bole buat macam tuh jugak”

And oh, if you buy something that appears better than them, then oh….. always have something bad to say, or simply, its not a big deal really. But when that person buys something that appears to be of a big thing, this person can’t stop talking about it, and would keep going on and on and on and we are expected to listen.

If they have a problem, then u r expected to understand. If you have a problem, it becomes a major gossip. You are always the villain, even if you are the victim. You would be the one who has to “understand that it is all a misunderstanding” F***K YOU.

These people were friends of mine. I suddenly realize that friends do not do these things (yes smack me on the head and call me and idiot).

I have now discarded people like these from my life and you know what, I feel free.

I tell you why I feel free.

I don’t have to be conscious of what I think. What say or I think is only and opinion and for f***k sakes is NOT gospel truth neither is it carved in stone. I don’t have to be conscious of what I buy. I love stuff from flea markets and occasionally I treat myself to expensive things. So be it. I don’t like to be judged just because of my choice of shopping locations. I love my froggie. I don’t have any hidden agendas as to why I buy it or own it. I just love it. So save your comments or judgements.

I feel free because I can do whatever I want and don’t have to be worried about being judged.

Malaysians who live abroad here this. People here love to judge you for everything you do. Oh, your life is at the mercy of other people. You’d find yourself being a hypocrite just because you thought you could dodge judgements and remarks from people. Your life is a soap opera to other people. They are just Waiting for bad things to happen to you just so they get to gossip about you.

I wish I never came home.

I remember coming home for holidays over the summer and felt incredibly stressed. I could not figure out what it was. When I go back abroad, the stress just goes away!

I realize now, its social pressure. Yes, here, there is SO MUCH social pressure.

I wish I never came home.

I bet this post is going to be a MAJOR GOSSIP title soon amongst SOME people.