I miss UK

Reading from other people’s blog about UK, I feel a pang of sadness. I miss that place. Sure there were ups and downs when I was there, but overall, it was great. I felt free. Liberated. I felt comfortable there. No pressure, no cultural taboos, nobody judges u for what u do, what u wear, your choice in life.

I wish I never came home. I wished I looked for a job there. Tak kisah lah kerja macam mana pun. I wished at least I tried. Not many people I know stayed back to work, cos jobs were scarce back then. But at least I could say to myself that I tried.

I wonder how different my life would have been if I stayed. What would I be doing right now? Would I be happy? Would I be married?

There were many points in my life where I had to make a choice. Choices where the course of my life could have been different. I’ve always wondered what my life would have been like if I had chosen other than the choices that I had taken to where I am now.

I wonder…….